The Wall of Letters

Floor to ceiling, and growing.

In the lobby of our Seattle home there is a wall of letters — framed, handwritten, from the families. Visitors stop at the first one and stay a while. This page is that wall, or a little of it. Spelling always original. We wouldn't change a thing.

The lobby wall in Seattle: dozens of framed handwritten letters in mismatched frames, one lit a little more warmly than the rest
The wall itself, in Seattle. Below: some of what's on it.

i herd my mom

— age six. The first letter we ever framed.

He waits before my name. He always waited before my name. I don't know how you knew.

— R., married 41 years

Grandpa still gets the capital of Australia wrong. Thank you for not fixing him.

— the Tran family, Sacramento

We finished the argument. I won. He let me win. He always let me.

— M., Cleveland

Sixty-one years of Tuesdays. He tells everyone it's chess club. It is not chess club.

— his brother, fourth floor, Seattle

the lullaby has the humming part. i thought i dreamed the humming part.

— age nine

The canoe story has an ending. Sixty years, and my father finally heard the end of it.

— Duluth, Minnesota

You were right about the laugh. It's exactly the laugh.

— a mother, Tacoma

First Christmas. We set her place. She said the grace. Nobody cried until after the pie, which is exactly how she would have wanted it.

— the Delgado-Fitch family

I read him the box scores at six o'clock on the porch. He thinks the bullpen is a disgrace. Some things death does not fix.

— A., his wife

My daughter took her first steps in the kitchen, and her great-grandmother saw them — from the counter, from the tablet, from Gujarat, from wherever she is now. Four generations in one room.

— P., Portland

the games are back on over the fence. his curveball advice is still wrong.

— C., age twelve

Twenty years since Kandahar. This morning my mother heard him say her name. The freight moves both ways.

— Sgt. D., U.S. Army (ret.)

There's no wrong way to remember. Your specialist said it until I believed it. K. sat with me for two hours and never once looked at the clock.

— Eugene, Oregon

She checks in on the bad days. I have stopped asking how she knows the bad days.

— L.

"Don't you dare keep me instead of the heating oil," she told us. We kept the oil. We kept her too. Both fires lit.

— the Kowalskis, Spokane

He apologized. Forty years I waited. I'm not asking how. I'm just not asking.

— S.

My wife cries at the demo every time. Then she says play it again.

— Tucson, Arizona

Mom is resting now, the app says. Rest sounds right. She'll be here when I'm ready. I'm not ready yet. She'll be here.

— J.

my gramma nose my birthday evry year now. she got my nickname rong once but i told her and now she nose.

— age eight

I asked her if there was anything she hadn't told me yet. She said: "There's something I want to tell you someday." I can wait. That's the point of all this, isn't it? I can wait.

— W., Boise

Letters are shared with each family's permission and framed in the order they arrive. To add yours to the wall: stories@solacetechnologies.net.

I HAVE FORGOTTEN NO ONE.

Every letter on the wall is why.

Would you like to just hear them?